My
efforts to control myself by willpower alone have generally been disastrous. I
usually start out like gangbusters, but far too soon I am again at full stop. My
dilemma is dueling impulses. On the one hand, I truly want to “let go and let
God,” trusting His timing and ways without any attempts to manage how it
unfolds. But each time I commit to authentic surrender another impulse arises;
the temptation to rush ahead and force results is very compelling. Father, Your
Spirit alone can navigate me through internal resistances to Your chosen
methods. Pour out Your grace within my soul and arrest every impulse that is
not of Your making.
A serious pursuit of godliness requires an equally serious renunciation of worldliness. Too often, we measure spirituality with false scales. While being wisely selective with our public vices we are less so with our private attitudes and perspectives. In reality, it is the thoughts and intents of the heart where the greatest battles must be waged; our actions will ultimately align with the condition of our hearts. Lord God, You know me inside out, You are not fooled by human facades. Plow my heart with Your Word and Spirit and leave nothing unturned. Refresh my inward man that I may outwardly glorify You in all places at all times.
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