I live
in a moment-by-moment spiritual battle. I wish I could say it was solely a
five-star, gallant fight against dark forces in high places, but frankly, it feels
much less noble than that. While it is, in fact, a spiritual battle of the
highest importance, mostly my battles are within and fiercely waged against my
own self-centeredness, self-indulgence and self-interests. Though I am
sincerely God’s servant, and have long ago pledged my allegiance to King of
Kings, the enemy’s minions are always insidiously present, lurking within the
shadows, targeting my weakness. Shepherd of My Soul, My LORD and Commander, thank
You for sending relentless conviction and unending mercy; by Your unlimited grace
and constant help, final victory is assured.
A serious pursuit of godliness requires an equally serious renunciation of worldliness. Too often, we measure spirituality with false scales. While being wisely selective with our public vices we are less so with our private attitudes and perspectives. In reality, it is the thoughts and intents of the heart where the greatest battles must be waged; our actions will ultimately align with the condition of our hearts. Lord God, You know me inside out, You are not fooled by human facades. Plow my heart with Your Word and Spirit and leave nothing unturned. Refresh my inward man that I may outwardly glorify You in all places at all times.
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