NO CRINGING ALLOWED

God wants to love others through me but I sometimes cringe at His choices. Not that I think I am more worthy of His love than others, it is just so difficult at times. However, there is no escape for the heart where God dwells; to experience His love opens our heart to the surge of His love for all. While I mostly enjoy this process, there are moments when I wish to shut off the valve after quenching my own thirst, but He will have none of that nonsense. Restricting the love-flow from His heart to my heart and from my heart to others is a heinous crime. Lord of Love, I get it; no cringing allowed! Forgive me for holding back Your love from others. Make me an open-valve fountain of blessing.