Learning
to turn away from appealing but short-lived relief is a process. Once, as a
young man in prayer, I complained how unfair it was that others seemed to be
less restricted than I. As I questioned the Lord on this I heard Him speak as
loudly in my heart as I ever have in my life, either before or since: “Others
may, you may not.” I remember saying out loud with sarcastic indignation:
“That’s it? Others may, I may not?!!” Silence. His answer required no further
explanation. Father, you discipline the ones You love. Forgive my contemptuous
hubris; Your high call requires my very best. Period.
A serious pursuit of godliness requires an equally serious renunciation of worldliness. Too often, we measure spirituality with false scales. While being wisely selective with our public vices we are less so with our private attitudes and perspectives. In reality, it is the thoughts and intents of the heart where the greatest battles must be waged; our actions will ultimately align with the condition of our hearts. Lord God, You know me inside out, You are not fooled by human facades. Plow my heart with Your Word and Spirit and leave nothing unturned. Refresh my inward man that I may outwardly glorify You in all places at all times.
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